Davining in the dark

Davining in the dark
Praying but not seeing
Blind prayer to an unseen God
Who are You? Are You there?

Davining in the dark
Maariv at night in the room
Dark outside. Dark inside.
Away and alone
Don't light that candle
I want to be here - but why?
Wouldn't it be more fun to go to minyan?
See people. Talk. Laugh!

Still davining in the dark
Near the window. Facing East.
Watching the snowy cold moonlight.
Below.